UnImaginable..!

Hey Big Spender (:

2010-12-18T00:14:00.000-08:00

Good evening my fellow.... err... my fellow.

Hi Blog! :D

One way for an introduction I guess? (:

Tonight we're going hard ;

Just like the world is our ;

We're tearin it apart ;

We are who we are (:

Kesha's new song is SICK!

Anyways, my holidays we're awesome actually!

First there was Singapore then KL

And now hopefully, HANGOUTS! (:

I miss all my babes so much!

But...but... I wanna tell you a story.

A story about this girl, ( ME )

Who went to KL and had an awesome trip thanks to her bros and cuzzies (:

Well, it was a last minute trip actually.

Was having classes in the morning and when my mom came back from work she was like

"Pack your things, we're going to KL"

Usually I'd get all hyper because you know, KL?!

But I was like, must I go? ==

I K R?!

Anyways, so packed up all my stuffies and in t he car we go!

KL, here we comeeeee! (:

Well, Shah Alam was our first stop.

Went to *iforgotthename* Plaza (:

Then headed to my aunt's place.

Me and Kak Nadia actually talked about stuffs until 11+ :D

Fine it was still early but you know, I was getting sleepy -__-

Had Insomnia, AGAIN.

So yeahh.

Woke up during Azan Subuh.

Then fell asleep for a while, and zooom!

I got ready for our shopping trip ;p

Me and Kak Nadia planned this only the night before (:

We left around 10 and the jam was already teruk teruk -.-

Went to many boutiques and just looked.

~~NOTHING~~ caught our eyes

We went to SASA and I got a 10ml bottle of nailpolish (:

It was like a combination of rose pink and lilac purple (:

Later, had Mimisho or whatever it's called.

A Japanese dessert kinda of thing.

It was yummy! (:

Later, watched Tron Legacy. ;D

Damn to me, well TO ME

That movie had no storyline and it was too complicated for me to understand.

Lol.

But it was a good movie (:

Went to Forever 21 ((:

Tried a few blouses but in the end, I got accessories :D

But before we entered F21, I wanted tops and Kak Nadia wanted accessories.

In the end, it was the total opposite! (:

She got this one-of-a-kind AMAZING top (:

I got a hippie band and a necklace (:

I saw this tee and I was like!

LOLLL

P.s, it's JUST a tee ==

Then.... we had our lunch

Although it was already like errr.......

At Chili's :)

Food was well ,let's just say I felt like a stuffed olive on that day -.-

Eat and eat then we went back home (:

And soon, to Malacca :(

p.s ;

youknowyoudon'twannamesswithme

Yesterday's Tragedy

2010-12-15T02:54:00.000-08:00

I miss your voice, CALL DON'T TEXT.

Blogggggggggyyyyy!

I miss you honestly.

Tumblr's just like pictures and I don't ~~really~~ insert any text there.

So blogger, you're still my best friend you know that? (:

PMS mode, ON.

-.-

I've been PMS-ing since yesterday.

And the worst part, I threw it on

.....

Y-O-U

Expressing this by just typing won't mean much to you.

But it's better than keeping to myself (:

So I wanna sayy this to 3 AMAZING people in my life ((:

Nabilah ;

You called me MIDNIGHT when you found out!

LOLLLL

Siap 4 missed calls ;p

Then when I was enjoying my Pau stuffed with red beans

Your call came!

The first thing you said was

" Are you okay? "

You really are my soul sister.

Although you knew by ______ <<< LOL :)

I love her cause you know why?

You can be the saddest person in this ENTIRE UNIVERSE

But once you get on the phone with Mrs. Bieber (:

You can't even frown.

That's how special she is to me (:

Farha;

Farha!

WHY PHONE ALWAYS OFF!?

Hahahahhaaa, but I'm used to it (:

When I saw you called,

I was like (:

Why must she call during a ghost movie -.-

LOL

No lahhh :D

Talked and talked and talked :)

I can cry with her and she even made me laugh while those tears were flowing down.

I share EVERYTHING with both of em.

No one can replace her (:

So if you wanna mess with my soul sisters, trust me.

You'd PAY a HUGE price.

I love em' both to bits and pieces :)

Last but not least (:

Well, I don't have a latest pic with her :(

So yeahh.

Kak Nadia :)

So what if she's my cousin?

We treat each other as if we're sisters :)

Sisters no one could compete :)

Already tied by blood lines but the thought that she'd be the one giving me all these boy advices.

LOL

Every time she explains, IT'S CORRECT!? NO WAYY!

Genius :)

Chatting with her's already more than enough.

Miss her so damn freaking much!

Everyone, I MISS YOU GUYS!

Shopping trip anybody? ;p

I talked with 'em all the same thing.

About Y-O-U.

Yes you can make me cry a river.

And my face's flooded!

-.-

Yes you can piss me off.

Till I throw a tantrum.

-.-

Yes you mean well.

But you use the wrong words!

-.-

Yes you can make me smile so hard.

Till my cheeks hurt.

Yes your good with your words.

Until I forgot why I was angry with you.

Yes you know I love you (:

p.s / If anyone reading my blog thinking my blog is filled with a bunch of crap.

Well, BOO you and please.

KINDLY click the exit button and mind other's peoples' BLOG.

I Saw The Sunrise

2010-12-09T14:28:00.000-08:00

Yesterday;

9/12/10

It was a Thursday.

I didn't know.

Caught up with myself and my needs, I forgot how important that date was.

It was all about Hani.

Wheee. :/

Unintentionally forgot the fact that every Thursday is ___________.

It's 6:04 a.m. now and I can't even go back to sleep.

Last night, as I lay on my bed.

Head on my soft soft pillow :)

It was raining.

To many people, MOST people actually.

The PERFECT time to sleep.

But then, thinking back what I did to you.

My eyes were closed, but deep down I knew I was wide awake.

It was already ~~midnight~~.

Realizing I haven't even sleep.

Still thinking of my mistake and my actions.

It was like the time I stayed up just for your call :/

Except that time, I fell asleep by midnight -.-

Midnight

Then, I finally went to Dreamland.

But the entrance was more like

" Forget Dreams, Say Hello To Nightmare "

A nightmare it was.

Waking up at 3.00.

I slept for 3 hours only.

WTH.

By then, I could barely even get some shut eye.

What if that nightmare was actually reality?

It felt oh-so real.

I could've slept like a log till the next morning.

But I woke due to the shock of THAT CERTAIN nightmare.

And now it's already 6:11.

Blogging for 7 minutes.

I hesitate to dial your number on my phone.

Apologizing.

What if it's too late.

But if you're reading this right now.

I want you to know how SORRY I am.

Sincerely sorry.

p.s;

iloveyou.

I've Moved On

2010-12-03T03:00:00.000-08:00

I'm so sorry. I really am.

I'm so sorry I've left you.

I'm so sorry didn't hold on to you.

I'm so sorry I was never there to update you with news.

I'm so sorry I didn't even bother to visit you.

I'm so sorry, Blogger.

I've moved on to Tumblr.

But I'm back.

Please forgive me.

I wanna share my secrets with you now :D

I missed you.

I really did.

Okay now stop with these crapping and let's start blogging! :D

Whooots!

190 followers in Tumblr.

I'm sorry but this is something I'm really happy about!

I Heart All You Followers!

I hate it everytime I'm like!

Okay! time to blog.

Went to Facebook, Tumblr.

HANI!

WHY YOU NO GO BLOG!?

WHY YOU NO UPDATE ME?!

Lol I like this kind of English! :)

Well I shall put a long post!

Ever since exams are over.

Hang outs. Hang outs. Hangouts.

Text. text. Text.

Calls. Calls. Calls.

Facebook. Facebook. Facebook.

Tumblr. Tumblr. Tumblr.

Hani! Shuttup!

You're making yourself sound lifeless -_______-

And now I'm addicted to this really retarded game, Bike Rider.

You just have to jump to avoid cliffs.

Boring yet addictive. Lol.

Life's only a party with your besties.

Speaking about em.

Did I mention I MISS THEM SO FREAKING MUCH!

Especially, ATIE!

I miss youuuuu! :(

When I received your text I was like!

OMG! Atie!

And Laurennnnn!

I miss BOTH of you!

Damn when can I see you guys again? D:

Aww ain't that sweet :)

Matching converse! :D

And matching tops too! :)

Damn!

Y - O - you

2010-11-20T01:30:00.000-08:00

YOU!

ME!

WE!

US!

I'm bored :)

So my victim shall be my blog.

I'm addicted to Tumblr because of one reason.

~~I'm bored.~~

I still don't get the idea of it.

Oh well.

It's just a blog of pictures but at least you can reblog with a click of a button :)

NOT COPY AND PAST EVERYTHANG!

I somehow like my Tumblr.

Simple, many random pics.

So most of the pics were HaniTM.

Meaning hehehe my first few badges.

Can I survive?

I just did those cause I was bored :D

So if I had something to do, I think I'd still do that.

Saxophone!! I've been waiting for you for 6 years and guess what?

That wait has to extend.

I want like Kenny G's.

Marriage D' Amour, you're in my hands :)

Fur Elise, Wedding Dress and Impossible.

Wait, I'll dominate you 3!

Currently addicted to weheartit.

I don't know why, I just can't help myself from looking at the pics and click and save!

Next thing you know.

It's on Tumblr! :D

That's all I gotta bang the keyboard for.

Oh yeah!

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1 was epic!

I strongly follow my word ;

Harry deserves Hermione! D:

No matter what! (:

3 more weeks, KAK NADIA!

Wait for me!

Pavitra, next movie to conquer, Narnia :D

Me and Farha talked on the phone for half an hour.

~~*as always*~~

Sigh I miss them! :(

Lol, I don't know what's up with her face in this pic D:

Why? Why must school end oh so fast?

Time, you flapped your wings too fast :(

Till then, Au' Revoir' :)

Why?

2010-11-18T03:21:00.000-08:00

Beneath those eyes.

You see a smile.

I feel death.

Yes you.

Sigh, at times I wonder can't you just trust me?

You rarely trust me nowadays.

I know I bended your trust before.

But now I've changed.

Can't you see.

I'm sorry for what I Did to myself.

But that was ALL for a reason.

Please.

Don't screw my life.

Let me screw my own life and I fix it back.

You're caring and you know that.

But right now.

I just needa be a big girl you know.

Once in a while.

I don't need your eyes.

But I'll always have your BIG BIG heart :D

Thank you, brother (:

So Random!

2010-11-16T15:54:00.000-08:00

I was browsing for pictures at weheartit for my Tumblr.

And I came across THIS PIC!

OMG I literally LMAO when I saw this.

Oh yeah my Tumblr link isss...

http://whatlifegives.tumblr.com/

And currently having Tumblr addiction :D

Make Rainbows After The Rain

2010-11-15T20:04:00.000-08:00

14th November

p.s, thanks pavitra and suki for understanding me :D

It was 6 o' clock when I read Pavitra's email, making sure I actually know the directions to her house.

Since I can't remember everything, I just took a pic of the email.

LOL.

Text, text, text.

Prepared myself by 7 and left the house by 7++

We didn't get lost!

For once!

My parents actually understood my directions :D

Fine, Pavitra's directions -.-

Arrived, and saw Pavitra looking gorgeous ~~* as always *~~

So I entered, and 'MY BESTEST FRIEND'

Greeted me very ~~"warmly"~~

Nevermind about that.

Met up with Sukhpreet, and April was doing Pavitra's eyes :)

After makeup session, EAT!

EVERYTHING, trust me, E-V-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G was

A M A Z I N G!

Went back home early, ahh damn!

p.s I want that Homemade Blackforest cake :D

Was waiting till midnight to text the birthday girl ;)

So I set up an alarm and in the end!

I WOKE UP THE NEXT MORNING!

15th November

5.30 a.m, first thing I had to do

CALL PAVITRA!

Wished her :D

But she was still so sleepy -.-

And she was literally sleep talking on the phone.

To my wickedly awesome soul sister :)

Happy Birthday!

I don't know how would 2010've been for me :/

You know how to cheer me up when I'm in doubts.

You're straight forwardness, can be harsh at times

But hey?

~~NO ONE~~'s Perfect!

But darls!

You're one perfect soul sister for me (:

BESTIES all the way!

Later,

Went to school for a teacher's retirement.

Woke up early for that -.-

School was SO BORING! Ahh damn it!

Thank goodness for Nabilah, every thing seemed a lil brighter :D

Not forgetting the rest :D

Me and Janice were actually talking about Super Junior before we played.

-.-

Slept in class for a lil' while!

Masa aku tido, Cik Anis datang -.-

Went for Karaoke-ing with 'em girls.

First time Karaoke-ing and yes, I cracked my voice!

Sang too much I guess.

More like Laughed TOO LOUND ==

In short, it was one of the AWESOME-EST memory for my holidays :D

Pictures 'll be in Facebook soon.

Byeeee ;D

No More Airplanes

2010-11-13T02:46:00.000-08:00

Came back from window shopping with familia :D

We had sushaiii!

Seeing Sushi reminds me of Syaza!

IMY BABE!

Going to Sushi King, with mommy for the first time!

She hates sushi -_-

Literally H-A-T-E-S

But hey, you can't expect everyone to have the same likings?

Anyway, after sushi, we went and see techy gadgets.

And my wishlist was created! :D

1. I want a Pink Domo :) ( Always )

2. For *mycheekshurt* to come down :)

3. MacBook Air.

4. Samsung Galaxy S

6. RicciRicci by Nina Ricci

7. Domo Converse

8. An Alto Saxophone :D

Wishlist done!

I wanted to pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, but I don't see ANY PLANES!

= =

Damn it!

But can those airplanes be replaced with rainbows?

Cause lately I've been seeing lots and lots of 'em :)

I can't help smiling if I see one :D

Scratch The Word Best Friend

2010-11-12T05:43:00.000-08:00

Have you ever had that feeling where you met not just someone but a bunch of someones who change your life by leaps and bounds?

I definitely have :)

I've met SO many people.

From the bad to the good.

From the bitchy to the nerds.

Say it, I've met up with 'em.

But have you met the ones you know you'll stand by them and YOU KNOW they'll stand by you?

That I definitely have.

Different backgrounds, different races, different behaviours.

But all have the same heart :)

These people really know how to cheer me up.

They say the right things ALL the time.

Some may sting but it stays for a while.

Cause the memories you had with em are everlasting.

Friendship isn't measure by the length of time you know somebody but the amount of moments cherished with that somebody.

I might've known you for years but all I know's that you can be the cheapest of all.

And there's another who I've met for only a few months or years and your friendship feels like it's already a ~~lifetime~~.

Those are the treasured ones :)

Just because you know someone longer doesn't mean you know them more.

Something life taught me.

I'm really not talking about anyone.

But today I realized.

I was always surrounded by many beautiful beautiful people.

Inside and Out :)

And the ones who I thought were those people, well they proved me wrong.

We can just fake a smile or a joke.

But you can never fake memories.

If this was a sincere smile, I'd be shocked :O

Let me ask you this.

p.s This is a GENERAL question to anybody who reads this post. NOT about a specific someone.

Would you stand up for a BEST friend, no matter what?

If that was your sister, would you do the same thing what I did to you?

Would you sacrifice your friendship with others just to stand up for that one person?

I bet you would.

I know you would.

Who wouldn't stand up for someone who had a big impact to your life.

Yes, I was once upon a time a 'whimp'

But now, you've just crossed the line.

God knows how school will be for me, but hey?

Life doesn't come with instructions does it?

Let things happen, HAPPEN.

Sorry if my imperfections are bothering you.

Oh wait,

LIKE YOUR THAT PERFECT.

No such crap of the perfect person. -.-

But no friend is ever perfect :(

Push away their flaws.

Don't see EVERY inch of imperfection.

Throw the bad, take the good :D

But this post is dedicated to THE PEOPLE that made me smile.

You know who you guys are.

Thank you for all those waking moments.

Thank you for making my dreams come true.

Thank you for those tears of joy.

Thank you for pulling my frown upside down :)

But mostly.

Thank you for being my Soul Sisters :)

Thick or thin, I know you guys would stand by me :)

I Paint The Sky

2010-11-11T17:25:00.000-08:00

When I was a little girl,

I thought clouds would be so fluffy and it'll be the perfect pillow like in Peter Pan :)

I miss my childhood, the good parts of it NOT the nightmares.

What makes a man, his words. NOT money.

Why am I blogging right now?

1. I skipped school.

2. I'm bored.

3. I'm feeling oh so random.

4. I just wanna bang the keyboard :)

5. I wanna type so much till my fingers hurt.

6. I miss my blog :(

7. It's 9.15 a.m and I haven't even bathe :o

So! Let's get blogging!

I'm currently addicted to banners, icons and all those random but beautiful picture you find in blogs, webbies and many more.

This is why I want a DSLR :(

Do you believe in Magic?

Well, I do.

Not those lame Magic tricks, like pulling a bunny out of a hat -.-

I can't explain what is Magic to me, but I do believe in it :)

Childish?

Well that's just mehh!

Daymn, the wind here is really blowing!

Is it me, or did that line actually kinda maybe sounded lame = =

I like this kind of weather :)

Cold, breezy.

PERFECT weather to ......

S-L-E-E-P!

That's what I'm gonna do now!

Goodbye!

Goodbye Love

2010-11-05T22:51:00.000-07:00

You were the cheer ups in every Raya.

You were the smiles in every gathering.

But most of all you were loved by ALL of us without fail.

5/11/10.

Goodbye Love.

The last glimpse I got of you ;

I struck upon a flawless face.

You were so very beautiful.

In an eternal sleep.

Sleeping forever with a smile.

From that, I know you left with an ease at heart.

No difficulties.

God loves you too much to let you live on Earth, and you're in Heaven :)

How I miss you so.

5/11/10

On that very day, we were about to give you a visit.

And when we heard the news, we got frozen in time.

Knowing you were just here one month ago and now, you're gone forever.

You've made so many cry.

And you love travelling, you brought all of us travelling with you :)

To Kak Shina;

All the best.

But you're strong.

She raised a strong girl :)

We might not be that close but thanks to her, I got to talk to you :)

Thanks to her, I re-unite with everyone.

I've been missing out alot with my familia :D

We'll always love you, Makyong.

Behind Every Mask There's Beauty

2010-11-04T19:32:00.000-07:00

Behind every mask, there's beauty. Not bound but there is.

You can never judge someone at first glance.

That person might be the prettiest or the hottest face alive but what if his/her soul could be just like living hell on Earth but with the face that's otherwise.

And example, someone with the looks of imperfections. * who's perfect anyways? * But a heart thats just too beautiful too be described.

Never judge someone by looks. Or with glasses ;p

You may never know what hidden beneath those layers of glass and skin.

In short, get to know someone and not judge by first glance.

Love at first sight? Maybe such things occur.

But I DON'T believe in such thing.

Love at first sight normally happens when one looks at someone totally attractive.

Or when two persons eyes met and found electricity though it was at first sight.

Now THAT'S romantic :)

Banners and Icons credited To PuiLing again :)

Love Is In The Air

2010-11-04T06:15:00.000-07:00

L - O - V - E

That one word.

That one word changes everything.

I L - O - V - E Y - O - U

One sentence changes how you may think or feel.

But when said from the RIGHT person, every time is the RIGHT time :)

Yes, I'm madly in love!

With who? That's a secret now :)

And oh yeah!

Icons and banners credits To Pui Ling :)

Here's a hint

*mycheekshurt*

And yes it's you, don't act like you don't know.

I Just Feel Like Blogging

2010-10-29T04:39:00.000-07:00

Goodness, what's up with that attitude of yours?

Yeah I know you're a boy and all.

Don't have to be rude with me.

So what if you're grown up?

SO what if you think you don't need my advise anymore.

You INVADED let me repeat that INVADED my privacy before.

And I can't even stay around for a lil while and observe your activities.

Throw that bloody tone of yours would ya?

I bet everyone even realized you're a WORM.

Heartless, slimy, disgusting and forever dull.

You comment on people and when people say just those itty bitty little things.

You act as if you're an errupting volcano.

You don't know how stressed it is to deal with someone like you.

Your sarcasm ain't funny AT ALL.

You say this you say that.

I say this you say, WHAT'S YOUR DARN PROBLEM.

I ask for one favour and wow, it's like I'm asking for a deathwish.

-.-

Seriously?

Two words for you.

GROW UP.

You wouldn't know the word.

You're too drowned in your little childish games.

For the people who are reading this, please excuse my slightly not so friendly usage of words.

I felt like I needed to bang something so the keyboard was the first thing to slam (:

I Will Survive

2010-09-19T04:12:00.000-07:00

3 weeks :)

3 weeks, no calls texts and all those crap.

STUDY!

All the best :)

But 3 weeks, will we stay that long?

Sighh.

I sound like pure garbage right now.

I've Had It With You

2010-09-11T22:32:00.000-07:00

Yes I'm talking about you.

I'll do whatever it takes for them

Yes I love them

Like how much you love her.

I love you guys too, but do you guys even understand my life?

You think you're right. But in fact, you're wrong.

I know you know her better.

But I know whats shes doing to you more.

You won't listen to me.

It's okay.

I'll avoid them.

I don't want us to break apart just because of them but would you break us apart for her?

I love my family.

I do.

I know you do as well.

Wake up and listen to the music already.

Too late, you're too deaf to listen.

Au'revoir guys. I love you till the ends of time :)

I'm doing it all for you guys and for HER.

Without HER, I wouldn't be here.

It's a goodbye for now.

p.s, I'm gonna accept you with my whole heart.

Out of boredness

2010-08-29T07:31:00.000-07:00

I was so so bored.

So DSLR was on my right.

A guitar on my left.

What does that mean?

Camwhore babayy ;p

LOVE

I love ya boy.

I wanna play the guitar so friggin bad :)

Like Bruno Mars.

Who knew that music brings life to my soul (:

Smile and hide the pain.

xx.

Kek Batik anybody?

2010-08-28T23:25:00.000-07:00

It was midnight.

Everyone was sound asleep.

Shhh!

Don't make any noise, or you'll wake unwanted visitors up from their sleep.

It was a quiet night.

No wind, no rain.

Just pure silence.

Well that's until 2 smarties decided to make Kek Batik after midnight -.-

Actually the blogger was already asleep.

FAST ASLEEP actually.

Then a certain baker knocked on my door.

Waking me up at midnight.

Asking me

"Weii, you wanna help me or not to back the cake?"

Me:

"I'm already up ahh!"

Then he just realized that he had LOST THE RECIPE.

So we had to spare a few minutes in order for him to print the recipe.

Oh gawd.

Was soooo long

*more like a few seconds ;p*

Went down, prepared the stuff.

It would've been so cool if we wear those uniforms.

Then in my head, it can be like Bread , Love & Dreams.

Awesome!

I'll be Misun! :D

He'll be annoying Takgu. LOL

So then when we were mixing up the choco with milo, and he was doing the butter.

He suddenly said this

"We should take pictures of this!"

Should've said that earlier -.-

So I went up, brought the cam and took the pics ;)

He was doing the work.

But I helped!

So mixing up the chocolate, mixing up the chocolate.

Good thing it's not STRAWBERRY :)

Adding cocoa powder here, milo there.

And our secret recipe.

It's a secret!

Bangah with the butter, measuring the butter.

Mixing with the condensed milk!

Well, lets just say we had NOT ENOUGH condensed milk so we improvised.

Well, actually he did.

So he's good :D

I whipped the butter with the milk.

He cracked 20 eggs!

Not a single bad one ;)

So I mixed it with the eggs.

Aiyohh, after he put in the eggs.

It literally looked like scrambled eggs with cheese.

Not a pretty sight.

He added the chocolate in, not a pretty sight as well.

But it smelled goood!

Time to fry it!

So he brought the BIG BOWL of mixture and stirred it.

Well, me did most of the stirring.

Stir, stir and stir.

For 20 minutes -.-

Walao like exercising only.

Then it was still SO DARN WATERY!

So stir it AGAIN!?

Then after a little tweeks, by that I mean ALOT.

It was a success!

Cracking those Marie biscuits.

First we though we put in 3/4 of the mixture with the Marie biscuits, in the end.

It seemed like it was only HALF!?

Cause the remaining ones were like so much!

So we had to crack so many other biscuits.

Sad sad.

So we did alot.

We finished.

and let's just say.

It was fun doing it.

And by the time we finished?

Guess the time?

3.0 a.m!

Yeah we didn't sleep.

And sahur was just an hour later.

So both of us bathed early that morning.

Slept and skipped sahur.

Wheeeeeee~!

Oh yeah forgetting this, we added our secret ingredient ;)

Now forgetting about me, let the pictures do the talking.

Smile and hide the pain.

xx.

Why?

2010-08-27T20:33:00.001-07:00

Why can't needles be as sharp as blades?

Why can't the pain last longer?

Yoonha Hwang

2010-08-22T14:22:00.000-07:00

I'm madly and deeply in love with Yoonha Hwang :)

The person and his skills on the piano.

Damn he can play.

Comparing mine to his, I'm just a beginner if I were to play side-to-side with him.

One week has passed since it happened and well, we moved on with our lives :)

Ahh, this can't be real right?

This really can't be real!

I'm liking someone when I know it can NEVER happen between us :/

Well, now. A NEW motto.

Liking someone doesn't mean you need to be in a relationship with that person.

Yeah, I'll stick to that one.

There's no harm in crushes or just liking someone.

Besides, I suck in relationships :P

YAY! I got the first part of Taeyang Wedding Dress on the piano (:

Wohoooooo!

Currently listening to Yoonha playing Never Let You Go by JB.

I'm gonna say this once and once only.

I'm starting to be a JB fanatic :)

But not as much as my darls, Nabilah & Sim huey.

It's like an angel came by and you took me to heaven.

Beautiful quotes :)

Oh yeah yesterday, saya balik kampung!

Went back to JB = Johor Baru

If that's how you spell the B part, lol.

As always, Mama's family is always the last one to arrive, I don't know why ==

Anyways, I'm just so grateful to the Great Almighty.

I was able to perform my first Terawih with the whole family after a really long time.

My last Terawih was when I was just 6 or 7.

I remembered before Mak'u'tuk passed away.

I miss her so much.

Now she's watching from above in heaven with Atuk :)

Berbuka puasa, style ala India.

We had Beriyaniiiii :)

I gained 2 pounds I think from that dinner -.-

After the eating, we prayed Maghrib, then Tahlil for all the Arwahs.

Then Isyak, then Terawih :)

I'm missing it already.

P.s, thank you so much Kak Nadia for all the advices.

Yes I'll go to KL then all of us will go SHOPPING!

Before the Mega Sales are over :)

We ajak Nana and Wawa, before you go to the UK and kak Wawa leaves us too :(

But you're leaving before Raya :(

We MUST go!

Whooots!

That's all for now up in my head.

Nothing much :)

Just emptiness with a lil' bit of you in it :D

Byee for now!

Smile and hide the pain.

xx.

Face the Tears

2010-08-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

Reading everything breaks my heart.

I read it.

Every single word of it.

It's time for all of us to face these tears.

Seo, take care of Eunice for me.

And Eunice, take care of Seo for me.

Please.

My last goodbye to the both of you :)

Smile and hide the pain.

xx.

! ♥ :) ?

More Than Forgiveness

2010-08-14T22:31:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

I'm not the perfect person you wanted.

I'm sorry alright.

I'm sorry I was always the last person to know when there's ~~happiness~~ among you two.

I'm sorry I'm the last person to know whenever there's a ~~gathering.~~

I'm sorry I'm a ~~3rd wheel~~ in that wagon.

I'm sorry I can ~~never~~ understand life like that.

I'm sorry I can never say the ~~right~~ things.

& now I'm sorry if I have to let this go.

I'm so sorry.

I've heard a million stories of no happy endings, no Henry Lee.

But you guys are the best thing about me.

Love, love.

Got to have something to keep us together.

Love, love.

That's ENOUGH for me.

I still love you.

But when you love something so much, you gotta set it free and let it go.

So I'm gonna play that part

& let the happiness go.

Even if it kills me.

Once more.

I'm sorry.

Smile and hide the pain.

xx.

! ♥ :) ?

Blessings Of Puasa

2010-08-14T08:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I skipped school! :)

Damn you Pavitra and Kaylyn!

I misssssssed you guys so much and you said :

"The class was seriously more ~~peaceful~~ when you were gone"

Wth. I bet JASLINE missed me the most :D

Cause I missed her too ;)

SHOP! SHOP! SHOP!

Every clothing store had a MEGA SALE!

Like OMG!

Even though there was a SALE, but the price after the discounts, had no defference -.-

Spent a bomb there.

Mid Valley Megamall ;

There was this blogger convention thinge on people who sells online merchandise.

Damn, it was A-MA-ZZ-INGGG! ♥

Everything there was with an unbelievable price!

You can't find most of the things there in other stores!

The shoes!

The clothes!

The accessories!

The...EVERYTHING!

And it was even awesomer cause I went there with two gorgeous cousins I missed soooooo damn much!

Kak Nadia & Kak Syasya!

I ♥ YOU TWOOOOOOOOO!

After the Blogger Convention, we went round round Mid Valley.

From boutique store to another :)

Ahhhhhhh! I really regretted ~~not~~ getting that Roxy pencil box, notebook and that one-in-a-million WALLET!

Gosh.

My money was running out, so I thought I had a chance of getting it in One Utama.

But failed ):

Kaylyn Goh! :D Hahaha thank you so much for the call.

Sorry for the sick voice -_- was sneezing one whole night.

It was so tiring, but worth the sweat :)

I got new clothes for this coming RAYAAAA!

Then berbuka puasa as always.

Maklong cooked so many "lauk-pauk" and of course, the taste?

Her cooking can never be doubt of.

( p.s if my English is a lil' bit cincai, sorrry )

The next day.

One Utama ;

Can you imagine, 10.00 a.m and One Utama was almost full ==

This people really know how to shop.

Oh yeah Farha

For sahur, I had Laksa Johor in KL, ironic huh?

Searching for a baju kurung, here and there.

Looked everywhere.

From Parkson to another boutique.

In the end, we had to go to Jusco which was at the other wing.

I never knew One Utama WAS SO DAMN HUGE!

I love my baju kurung!

Wheeeeeee :)

Had to go back to Maklong's house.

& Had to go back home! :'(

The most saddest part. Haizz.

Guess what?

When I reached back home.

I slept for 2 hours -__-

Then I had a kenduri.

One tiring day today.

But who cares?

If you have amazing cousins with you, it ain't tiring anymore.
LAILY and AQILAH!!!

Missed you guys.

Two tiring days.

But two days with two gorgeous cousins from both sides.

And today.

I wanna remember this day again.

It was like, when YOU were there.

Time stood still for just the two of us :)

Hahaha but I ain't into you anymore.

Good to see you back though.

I know it's only the forth day of puasa, but I'm overly excited for RAYA already.

All my family members gathered.

Missing last year's one. Haih.

P.S Imma say this once and once only.

If I am to let you go, please don't force me in accepting you back.

I've had enough.

I'm already a 3left out wheel on the happy wagon.

So, yeah.

I'm not saying this to specifically one person or more.

I mean it generally to anyone.

Syaza, I LOVE You babe.

That post was ~~seriously~~ awesome.

It made me realize that we were precious to each other.

I'd rather cut myself into many pieces rather then loosing you as my soul sister.

You're amazing you know that?

Smile and hide the pain.

! ♥ :) ?

I Choose The Way I Live

2010-08-12T07:28:00.000-07:00

99% of teenagers say I love you, but only 1% mean it.

No more ~~boyfriends~~, no more ~~crushes~~, no more '~~I like you's~~".... NO MORE ~~LOVE~~!

Enough of all this nonsense, what are children doing nowadays with their lives.

LOL I sound like my mom when she's extra CRANKAYY!

But I'm done with this.

Currently, my main priorities are my family, my friends and of course my studies.

Boyfriends, shmoyfriends.

Too many mistakes. JUST OH-SO-MANY!

My mom said something that made sense about this Facebook crap.

She said " If you ~~didn't~~ have Facebook, none of this problems would occur. "

As always she was right.

But, as people say, you gotta have some freedom right?

I've spread my wings, have you?

Oh yeah before this skips my mind.

Selamat Berpuasa di Bulan Ramadhan :)

May this month filled your life with blessings and purify the un-purified :D

Going back to the topic, back to the top!

Life is too short to stress yourself with people who don't even deserve to be an issue in your life :)

Sigh, what to do about love?

Something uncontrollable, out of your hands. And just another ~~eruptions~~ to your hormones :)

Why can't I forget someone that easy? Me, you know.

OVERLY THINKING!

But who cares, even after what I just wrote.

P.S I like you Strawberry.

I like you ~~a lot.~~ not bad lah!

But those feelings will fade away, according to everyone.

I deserve better.

But right now, you're the best and the only exception.

I'd risk it all for you (:

Corny much, hahahah!

Live. Laugh. Love.

Dear God:

Please don't ruin her future.

I see one bright, amazing and a beautiful future for Her.

She's just one of the best things that has ever entered my life.

No matter how much we tell her this, she wouldn't listen.

Her ears are with her heart, and her heart is missing.

Return it back, please.

She might be different, but she's our equal.

Cause she's our soul-sister <3

And we love her oh-so-much.

Please, hear this prayer.

I'm here for you not to cry on, but to wipe away your tears.

One wish.

One wish in this world, what would I want?

I want a time machine.

Not to relive everything again. Then the pain would be twice the ouch.

Just to see those happy moments between me and everyone.

Cause I love rewinding my memories to my happy past.

Like they say, friendship isn't a label. It's a promise.

Smile and hide the pain.

xx.

IT's Just An Emotion

2010-08-09T06:58:00.000-07:00

I might be blogging due to my erupting emotions.

But who gives a damn?

First of all, 9th of August.

That date? FML.

Who gives you the ~~rights~~ in commenting about my head scarf.

I mean it IS my fault, I said sorry with a low tone and I wasn't even staring at you in the eye.

So what, huh. Saying sorry isn't good enough for you then.

What am I supposed to beg on my knees for your forgiveness.

Before you go spreading to the whole staffroom, take a good look in the mirror would you.

Did you even wear yours PROPERLY!

No!

Well then, I have nothing much to say.

Just wondering how did you even get qualified to enter our school.

Pfffffffft.

And don't you go shooting your guns and blasting me with every babble that your mouth blurted out.

Accusing of such nonsense.

I have my standards and discipline.

I'm not there to show off like WHAT YOU SAID.

Forgetting about her.

Today was just ~~BAD LUCK~~.

The only good part about it was that I went back home early :)

Grade 5 Piano Exams.

Great.

Screwed up in the examination room.

My hand were so sweaty before and after the exam!

It's just my luck.

Today, the ~~WORST~~ piano exam I had been through.

And my 2nd time going through this nonsense in school.

But I did had a special encounter.

Like in Nodame Cantabile;

Every musician has their special encounters along their journey of becoming succesful.

Well darling, you're one of it :)
And Cavyn Yap

Thanks for bugging me even though I felt like it was almost Nostradamus to my world.

Darling;

You're not the only exception cause there's only you to me.

Love is a strong word and only used when one develops strong feelings to another.

But I've been spending all time just thinking about you.

I think I'm falling for you.

Smile and hide the pain.

xx.

Close

2010-08-05T06:46:00.000-07:00

Bless this day.

Syukur Alhamdullillah I chant in my heart.

Praise the great Lord, I've never been any happier before in my life.

For He gave me this chance.

A chance where today was the day I felt as if I ~~really connected~~ with my papa.

Today was the first day that we've talked and joked in a very long time.

Most of the times when we talked, it either turned out to be an ~~argument~~ or just a memory that ~~scratched my heart~~ :\

And for once, he agreed with me :D

So this post is just a day I really wanna remember forever :)

Thank you.

Smile and hide the pain.

xx.

I Wanna See That Smile.

2010-07-31T05:50:00.000-07:00

Dear God,

I would like to see my soul sister smile again.

Please turn off her tap so that she'll ~~stop~~ leaking.

I would like to hear her laugh again.

Please erase that memory although it's already ~~permanent~~ in her heart.

I would wanna see that cheerful face again.

Please don't carve a ~~frown~~ on her face.

Even though she might be different from me but to me, she's already like my blood.

No matter how rough things could get, always remember. It could get rougher.

Breathe.

And cry your heart out until you feel like you're too tired to even shed another tear.

You smile, I smile.

You cry, and I cry 2x worser.

( Words of wisdom from the great Justin Bieber )

P.S Sis, I think you know this already but me & eueu will always be there for you. We'll be your shoulder till death do us part.

Great job to the cast of the 'Pink Panties'!

According to Vanessa of course our group name! ;)

It might be a lil messy but it was worth the fun.

We had our laughs, our moments and our fights.

But all of that formed a ~~spectacular~~ performance.

Snow White - Seo Yiie Lyn

~~Drey Black~~ - Kuga

The Betch Queen - Tay Sze Yee

Gay Hunter - Tan Rui Lin

The King - Ho Gui Yan

Pampers Guy / Ah Gua - Vanessa Yeo

Dopey - Eunice

Mirror / Happy - Farha

Grumpy - Megan

Ah Lian - Vivian

Ah Being - Syaza Syafiqa
Narators - Yamaayah & Thina Devi

And last but not least, Sneezy? ~~Yours truly~~ :)

P.S I saw two people I would like to see again if God gives me the permission :)

Smile and hide the pain.

xx.

Smile, Hide The Pain

2010-07-23T05:45:00.000-07:00

I smile like the sun;

Whenever you're around.

I fall out of bed;

Whenever you're in my head.

I sing like a bird;

Whenever you're near.

I feel a dizzy in my head;

But my memories of you, never shed.

I dance like a fool;

Cause I'm just me when I'm with you.

I forget how to breathe;

Cause it's your presence, I feel.

I shine like gold;

And you make me shiver till' I'm cold.

I buzz like a bee;

Especially when you're with me.

P.s, I'm not in love or anything. This was just something random I created in class :)

Smile & Hide The Pain.

I Scream For Ice Cream

2010-07-18T05:52:00.000-07:00

This is ~~nothing~~ but a random post!

But I wanna dedicate this post to one awesome gal I've missed since last three years ):

She's the ever so gorgeous, ever so KPop freak!

My long looooooooooooooong best friend!

Atie :)

Gosh you know how much I smiled when I received your text!

And yes I ~~missed you so damn friggin much! :)~~

Your a hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Korean fan!

Hahaha and I'm missing those plain awesome text messages and phone calls!

We might be far apart, but our friendship ;

A L I F E T I M E!

Hahaha I still remembered the day we met, it was oh-so Funnayyyy!

By GOD's plan, we ended up as best friends.

Thanks to that little girl as well, of course :)

And WOMAN!

You must come for this year's Reunion :D

If you don't, I know who are your parents ;)

Oh yeah, this was all happening when I was eating my Berries Ice Cream!

Yummy!

I got something sweet in my mouth

And someone awesome to text with :D

Chao!

Regrets?

2010-07-17T04:19:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time ;

Well not really, more like a time when I was 11.

Standard 5 babayyy, the bestest time of my life.

I didn't know much people in my class, just the so called ~~innocent~~ girl who "does" her homework.

Had only 3 best friends that year ( yes I know I'm a boring person )

But I don't care.

At the time, my thinking capacity was very ~~narrow.~~ One word to describe it.

Chantel, Deziree, Xin Lin and me.

Recessing together everyday, talking in class, making the most noises all the time. :D

But later then, it was just ~~me and Xin Lin~~ =/

But anyways, our friendship survived and we had an awesome year :)

That was the year I went to my very first party

( I told you I was boring )

Chantel's birthday party.

THE BEST PARTY.

And my very first sleepover!

Sharinia's going away party.

THE BEST SLEEPOVER.

OhMyGosh, we swam like for so long and we slept like 3 a.m?

Haha.

That was also the day I had a sleepover with Lauren :)

Missed you so much till now :(

Well I love rewinding memories, like a film you know.

You would always rewind and stop at your happiest moment.

But what about my life now?

Screw it.

FML.

My ~~happy~~ moments?

1. I'm glad that I'm surrounded by so many crazay people of which I love in my class.

They can never fail making me smile :)

2. I met so many wonderful people in the year 2010.

( I even had my longest relationship, but screw that memory, lol. )

3. Hangouts here and there, those happy days.

4. Reuniting with my kindergarten friend, not really reuniting but this is the closest after kindergarten. P.s, Thank you so much Vivian :)

5. I met so many wonderful people, grew closer to them as well.

Well, after that list, nothing else.

Oh yeah, me and my bro saw the morning after dark as what we put it.

One beautiful scene.

And at the same night, I nearly had ~~my last breath.~~

Syukur Alhamdullillah I survived.

Maybe it was a calling but it's not my time to go.

I've sinned but no devil.

I'm good but no angel.

And I finally saw Eclipse.

Team Jacob but always Team SCREW BELLA.

In love with Seth Seawater!

Hate Leah. Yeeeeesh.

I wish our brain was like a memory card, and our eyes : the camera.

Taking pictures of unforgettable moments.

And recording every breathtaking scenes or at least funny ones :)

And we can erase all those horrific memories or a bad past.

Because if my brain was a memory card, I'd erased yesterday for a life time.

But now it's stuck and life is screwed.

Sigh.

P.s : This year, the year of twenty-ten. 2010. Not the best. Turning 14? I wish I was 11 again. History is repeating and I'm tired of commotion happening, darling it ain't worth it.

2010-07-10T01:15:00.000-07:00

It's been very long since I posted or blogged about something.

But I just wanna say this.

While my internet was well, let's just say my house had NO internet connection.

So no Facebook/MSN/Blogger for me for like 1 month+?

Anyways, at that time, I didn't know who was gossiping about who? Who was backstabbing who?

( Actually, even with my internet back on, I still don't know )

But I realized, if I didn't have all of this, life was simple.

I didn't HAVE TO KNOW.

But it's common to see this kind of things in Facebook or in Blogger.

Because well, I was and maybe still do that.

Hahahahahha. So I'm guessing I have no rights to blog about this anyways.

In short, my life could've been very simple if I had just listened to my brother and of course my parents.

P.S. If there are people who are thinking like me, if those things you see on Facebook or Blogger are bout you, ALWAYS keep this in mind : Forget about it and move on.

3 Days & Counting

2010-05-09T04:56:00.000-07:00

8.05.10

Someone's turned 2"5"

Yes 55!

Papa Happy Birthday!

We hoped you enjoyed your BBQ :DDDDD

Cause we definitely did (:

We want you to know that we all love you with our whole hearts!

Birthday Dad!

Arshad is so cute :)

..::|| Hani ||::..

The day before however,

Band of IJC and SFI had a combined Reunion Dinner

at.......

SEOUL GARDEN!

Or as we liked to call it :

Seo's private garden ;D

Hahahah

Well we met ALOT of new people

and some old ones as well : )

To Eunice:

Please cheer up,

Do you know how much it hurts me to see you wanting to ( ... )

Yes I did do it, but I was dumb enough to think that it will erase my problems away

Don't.

You have so much more up for ya.

You helped me alot when I was down, and most of the times

You're the first to cheer me up when I cry

Babe, please

I LOVE YA TO THE MAXX SIS!

No one can beat my love for you ;)

The problems you're facing, well I know

Life is complicated

I want you to know that I'm always here for you

Even when I'm not

My sister,

Soul

Sister

& yes, right now, I am missing you're WIDE SMILE and that hyper laugh of yours.

Cheer up, please.

Love ya!

Sealing the cap of my pen

Byeee!

Hani

Love is our resistance ♥

Waiting There Alone

2010-05-05T05:35:00.000-07:00

It was a Tuesday.

After band to be precise.

Syaza and I initially wanted to get Bubble Tea from DeePee

Seo tagged along :)

Ahh Kadavaleh! Saw Y O U again -____-

STALKER! LOL.

So we did get Bubble Tea.

STRAWBERRY RED TEA is LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I'm in love with it thanks to Cavyn -.-

Syaza ordered my Ori punya flavour, Honey Red Tea.

Hahaha then she ordered Mango Yogurt.

& yes you are my weird friend.

But that's why we LOVE you!

Hahah Missed those days babe :(

Sorry for everything :)

Hahahah!

Well, we went to AhLian booth!

Snapped pics.

And well, we thought we arrived school 10 minutes late but in the end...

While we were walking back, Syaza saw her bro.

I thought pakcik was already at school.

turns out, he's not there.

It was already 5.45 and I was STILL waiting.

Thank goodness there was still someone but by 5.50, I was already left alone.

Called pakcik like what? 6-7 times?!

I was freaking out like mad cause I had piano class at 6!?

Pakcik came, just when I thought everything was ok.

The car had no gas.

Waited for ANOTHER 15 minutes, and I reached home at 6.30 -.-

Piano class at 6, WOW.

My mom called, said this.that.this.that.

But explained everything to her, she said:

"Hani, next time, every Tuesday I'll fetch you."

I grinned from ear to ear once I heard that news!

Called my Piano Teacher to say SORRY for not attending -____-
Received yet another good news.

M Y P I A N O E X A M I S O N A U G U S T!

wheeeeeeeeee!

Ms. Koh: Oh yeah, Hani forgot to tell you. Your piano exam has been shifted to the month of August.

Me: Really ah? ( with a happy tone )

Ms. Koh: Hani, don't be that happy yet. PRACTICE MORE!

Me: Hahahaha okay teacher. Sorry again for not attending.

Ms. Koh: Nevermind, as long as you come next week.

Me: Okay!

And the conversation ended there :)

Practice, practice, practice then!

To Seo:

Sis, I want you to cheer up always.

You jumped back into love, but don't fall outta it.

Love is painful but at the same time beautiful.

Without love, our sisterhood wouldn't exist :)
Like I LOVE YOU SIS! :D

:) Cheer up

Don't fake a smile, cause you never know if someone misses your true wacko smile.

If you do fake one, I will definitely miss that smile :(

You are one amazing girl, God is saving up the best one for you ;p

The one who will never break you heart, I pray for that.

Sealing the cap of my pen

Byeee!

Hani

Love is our resistance ♥

Wake Up Call

2010-05-03T06:06:00.000-07:00

Today,

Nabilah, Pavitra and Cavyn slapped me

Nabilah hit me really hard on my shoulder

While Pavitra slapped me at my face

And after that, Cavyn slapped me too ==

Not gonna say why but when I told Nazrin

He said I deserved it.

Ouch. But true.

It was stupid yes, but I wanna make it a full 10.

The amount of pain and suffer I bear are far more worse then what I did.

Thank you for that wake up call/ slap.

You guys do care.

Seo and Eunice:

I love you guys till the very end.

Thank you for the times you were there when I felt like ending my life.

These are my true true soul sisters.

Anis:

Thank you for the love,

and I'll be your shoulder forever and always (:

Pavitra And Nabilah:

For being such awesome and caring friends.

I love you loads ;)

Cavyn:

LOL at least you slapped with water xD

But still painful.

Thanks for the support!

These are the people

I NEVER WANNA LOOSE.

I hate going to DeeeePeeee nowadays.

I'm sure Seo and Eunice know why ;p

And yes

So many familiar faces

But none of 'em were

Y O U

Instead I saw

A N O T H E R

Who was supposed to be long gone. But he's still fresh up in my brain.

My really blurr and quite empty brain.

Guess what I'm doin besides bloggin?

Im actually typin out a RINGKASAN of Bab 1 - 4 of Sejarah form 2 ;P

LOL

Sealing the cap of my pen

Byeee!

Hani

Love is our resistance ♥

Screw Me.

2010-05-01T23:37:00.000-07:00

I'm just gonna wait for you.

No matter how long it takes.

Cause I realize, you're my only one.

To me.

Screw me.

~~FML.~~

Everything supposed to be perfect now, but guess what?

Mid-Terms in 16 DAYS!?

16 DAYS!?

Study day and night I guess?

pfffft. yeah right.

And that promise?

I hold in my heart.

Sealing the cap of my pen

Byeee!

Hani

Love is our resistance ♥

I' m A Mess.

2010-05-01T22:37:00.000-07:00

I'm A Mess.

I'm keeping that promise.

If I break it, I'm just breaking myself.

I think I still do, kinda love you?

Sigh, the world is never fair.

I know what you are but why do I still do?

Damn I'm A Mess.

Yesterday was one heck of a day

Hahah Goh Kah Sing -____-

Yes, we'll search for the one who did those things to me

LOL hahah xD

Came to MP for the Charity Walk at 7 a.m

Woke up at 5.

Went back home?

7 p.m o.o

Slept?

8.30 p.m

This proves how tired we were even though it was a plain simple camwhoring outing.

Hahahaha!

I WON the racing game ( for once )

Watched Toy Story 1 & 2 in 3D

Ooooooh!

P.S I Heart Buster.

Seo, Eunice, I'm gonna keep that promise no matter what!

Oh yeah, during the charity walk.

Me and Eunice stopped a few times hahah to?

Guess what?

To take pics xD

Mun Hui was right.

Typical IJC-ans.

Almost all of us were waiting for the SFI band to play FINAL COUNTDOWN :(

But they didn't.

Sigh what a letdown.

But overall it was fun.

Saw random and outrageous costumes!

And even many familiar faces including you :(

I can't believe in one day, I saw 2 ( ... )

& yes, you can never be mine again.

Sealing the cap of my pen

Byeee!

Hani

Love is our resistance ♥

Do You Remember?

2010-04-28T07:07:00.000-07:00

Man I haven't been blogging for a reallllllllllly long time!

Wanna dedicate this post to SO MANY PEOPLE!

Cause they're my angels <3

Protecting me from harm and always there to console me during my deepest hours.

My angels.

My guardian angels.

My sisters :)

Love them till the very end and you guys know who you are.

That day, I felt like ~~dying.~~

Death was all I can think about on that day.

So yes I love you people very much.

Do you like it if you argue with your parents?

And when you said a fact they even they can't reply you.

They'll just stare at you with a blank expression and changed the topic as if we didn't talk about that matter.

Or the fact that parents NEVER wanna give in?

Yes I hate it too.

I lost my mood to blog.

Just wanna update so that it won't die!! :D

Sealing the cap of my pen

Byeee!

Hani

Love is our resistance ♥

I Truly Did

2010-04-17T06:12:00.000-07:00

Wow, I took a leap of faith :)

And I did drown in you.

I can never be saved.

As I truly love you.

The words you say now

I will forget

Even though love was mentioned

I'll never regret

Pull me out I yell

A savior came

But I was never in hell

You were my angel

Cupid brought us two

What you said was what you should have

All I'm left with were memories of you

I did truly love you

My dear :)

Sealing the cap of my pen

Byeee!

Hani

Love is our resistance ♥

Wings To Spread

2010-04-17T04:44:00.000-07:00

Freedom is what I taste

Joy is what I feel

Where have I been?

To miss such incredible happiness?

I'm smiling like never before

*A sentence I regret saying it to someone else*

And now? I'm free!

Blinded by my foolishness

Locked in love :)

But it was never a prison

I did love you

And now?

Perhaps I still do, but that ~~wake up call~~ made me realize

You were never a perfect catch but you were the longest

So I thank you for those memories

* Even if there were none -.- *

Thank you: Jonathan Koh :)

I perfected my River Flows In You! :D

Now all I'm left is...........

*Drum roll effect*

MYYYYYY! Exam Pieces -. -

Screw them, feeling like a squeaky door that needs A LOT of oiling

Yes, it proves that I play those pieces terribly! Including my scales! Argh! And my exam is this coming June?! But that's still a long way to go, so I can still practice! That's if I don't get distracted.

Oh yeah, quite a potential ~~you~~ got there.

Even saying other schools know about it.

Man are you ONE PLAYER. Playing the field.

I'm guessing I'm just one of your "sport's choice" then

Why bother about you? One happy go lucky girl! living my life.

But I feel like I'm broken like shattered glass.
BUT NEVER EVER HURT ANY OF MY FRIENDS FEELINGS!
ONE SCRATCH ON THEIR HEART BY YOU!
I SWEAR, I'LL SCRATCH YOUR FACE!

I still have awesome besties by my side!!

And a loving mommy <3 who tells me everything and anything a little girl should know.

Sealing the cap of my pen

Byeee!

Hani

Love is our resistance ♥

Over & Over Again

2010-04-09T23:51:00.000-07:00

Mistakes will repeat itself if history is forgotten.

Guess where I got this from?

Sejarah textbook! :D

It's so true!

Never knew The Nanny was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

Watched it just now and well, let's just say I burst into laughter with tears rolling down my cheek :)

Canon 7D! <3

Sealing the cap of my pen

Byeee!

Hani

Were We?

2010-04-09T07:27:00.000-07:00

Were we meant to be?

Did I rush time yet again?

But let's just enjoy life :)

What else is there to enjoy right?

I don't even get a single thing I just typed

but...............

Blueberry Mint is L.O.V.E!

Oh yeah, I really hate it when I have no credit

&& That's the time when messages are flowing in

One after another -.-

When I reload?!

NOTHING! What the heck.

&& Ugh, you can still see me and actually smile to me?

~~Dropped~~ my camera, let someone else to take the blame!?

I know it's by accidental but at least say sorry.

If you were to loose me, would you be this sad like what's happening to you?

I ain't jealous but sigh.

Giving up in life.

Study, study study :D

Exam's coming!

Sealing the cap of my pen

Byeee!

Hani

Baby You Make Me Smile

2010-04-03T07:46:00.000-07:00

You make me smile like the sun

Fall outta bed

Sing like a bird

Dizzy in my

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Yes boy I'm talking bout you and only you

You definitely reached my heart

I ain't gonna let you go

Unless time loosen my grasp :)

Yesterday's call was surprisingly different

You said something you never said before

Sealing the cap of my pen

Byeee!

Hani