♥8/29/10♥
I was so so bored.
So DSLR was on my right.
A guitar on my left.
What does that mean?
Camwhore babayy ;p
LOVE
:)
I love ya boy.
I wanna play the guitar so friggin bad :)
Like Bruno Mars.
Who knew that music brings life to my soul (:
Smile and hide the pain.
xx.
Labels: I Love the baby guitar
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 7:31 AM
@ 7:31 AM
♥8/28/10♥
It was midnight.
Everyone was sound asleep.
Shhh!
Don't make any noise, or you'll wake unwanted visitors up from their sleep.
It was a quiet night.
No wind, no rain.
Just pure silence.
Well that's until 2 smarties decided to make Kek Batik after midnight -.-
Actually the blogger was already asleep.
FAST ASLEEP actually.
Then a certain baker knocked on my door.
Waking me up at midnight.
Asking me
"Weii, you wanna help me or not to back the cake?"
Me:
"I'm already up ahh!"
Then he just realized that he had LOST THE RECIPE.
So we had to spare a few minutes in order for him to print the recipe.
Oh gawd.
Was soooo long
*more like a few seconds ;p*
Went down, prepared the stuff.
It would've been so cool if we wear those uniforms.
Then in my head, it can be like Bread , Love & Dreams.
Awesome!
I'll be Misun! :D
He'll be annoying Takgu. LOL
So then when we were mixing up the choco with milo, and he was doing the butter.
He suddenly said this
"We should take pictures of this!"
Should've said that earlier -.-
So I went up, brought the cam and took the pics ;)
He was doing the work.
But I helped!
So mixing up the chocolate, mixing up the chocolate.
Good thing it's not STRAWBERRY :)
Adding cocoa powder here, milo there.
And our secret recipe.
It's a secret!
Bangah with the butter, measuring the butter.
Mixing with the condensed milk!
Well, lets just say we had NOT ENOUGH condensed milk so we improvised.
Well, actually he did.
So he's good :D
I whipped the butter with the milk.
He cracked 20 eggs!
Not a single bad one ;)
So I mixed it with the eggs.
Aiyohh, after he put in the eggs.
It literally looked like scrambled eggs with cheese.
Not a pretty sight.
He added the chocolate in, not a pretty sight as well.
But it smelled goood!
Time to fry it!
So he brought the BIG BOWL of mixture and stirred it.
Well, me did most of the stirring.
Stir, stir and stir.
For 20 minutes -.-
Walao like exercising only.
Then it was still SO DARN WATERY!
So stir it AGAIN!?
Then after a little tweeks, by that I mean ALOT.
It was a success!
Cracking those Marie biscuits.
First we though we put in 3/4 of the mixture with the Marie biscuits, in the end.
It seemed like it was only HALF!?
Cause the remaining ones were like so much!
So we had to crack so many other biscuits.
Sad sad.
So we did alot.
We finished.
(:
and let's just say.
It was fun doing it.
And by the time we finished?
Guess the time?
3.0 a.m!
Yeah we didn't sleep.
And sahur was just an hour later.
So both of us bathed early that morning.
Slept and skipped sahur.
Wheeeeeee~!
Oh yeah forgetting this, we added our secret ingredient ;)
Now forgetting about me, let the pictures do the talking.
Smile and hide the pain.
xx.
Labels: :D
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 11:25 PM
@ 11:25 PM
♥8/27/10♥
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 8:33 PM
@ 8:33 PM
♥8/22/10♥
I'm madly and deeply in love with Yoonha Hwang :)
The person and his skills on the piano.
Damn he can play.
Comparing mine to his, I'm just a beginner if I were to play side-to-side with him.
One week has passed since it happened and well, we moved on with our lives :)
Ahh, this can't be real right?
This really can't be real!
I'm liking someone when I know it can NEVER happen between us :/
Well, now. A NEW motto.
Liking someone doesn't mean you need to be in a relationship with that person.
Yeah, I'll stick to that one.
There's no harm in crushes or just liking someone.
Besides, I suck in relationships :P
YAY! I got the first part of Taeyang Wedding Dress on the piano (:
Wohoooooo!
Currently listening to Yoonha playing Never Let You Go by JB.
I'm gonna say this once and once only.
I'm starting to be a JB fanatic :)
But not as much as my darls, Nabilah & Sim huey.
It's like an angel came by and you took me to heaven.
Beautiful quotes :)
Oh yeah yesterday, saya balik kampung!
Went back to JB = Johor Baru
If that's how you spell the B part, lol.
As always, Mama's family is always the last one to arrive, I don't know why ==
Anyways, I'm just so grateful to the Great Almighty.
I was able to perform my first Terawih with the whole family after a really long time.
My last Terawih was when I was just 6 or 7.
I remembered before Mak'u'tuk passed away.
:(
I miss her so much.
Now she's watching from above in heaven with Atuk :)
Berbuka puasa, style ala India.
We had Beriyaniiiii :)
I gained 2 pounds I think from that dinner -.-
After the eating, we prayed Maghrib, then Tahlil for all the Arwahs.
Then Isyak, then Terawih :)
I'm missing it already.
P.s, thank you so much Kak Nadia for all the advices.
Yes I'll go to KL then all of us will go SHOPPING!
Before the Mega Sales are over :)
We ajak Nana and Wawa, before you go to the UK and kak Wawa leaves us too :(
But you're leaving before Raya :(
We MUST go!
Whooots!
That's all for now up in my head.
Nothing much :)
Just emptiness with a lil' bit of you in it :D
Byee for now!
Smile and hide the pain.
xx.
Labels: If there's a chance with you
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 2:22 PM
@ 2:22 PM
♥8/15/10♥
Reading everything breaks my heart.
I read it.
Every single word of it.
It's time for all of us to face these tears.
Seo, take care of Eunice for me.
And Eunice, take care of Seo for me.
Please.
My last goodbye to the both of you :)
Smile and hide the pain.
xx.
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Labels: Goodbye
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 7:14 AM
@ 7:14 AM
♥8/14/10♥
I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.
I'm not the perfect person you wanted.
I'm sorry alright.
I'm sorry I was always the last person to know when there's happiness among you two.
I'm sorry I'm the last person to know whenever there's a gathering.
I'm sorry I'm a 3rd wheel in that wagon.
I'm sorry I can never understand life like that.
I'm sorry I can never say the right things.
& now I'm sorry if I have to let this go.
I'm so sorry.
I've heard a million stories of no happy endings, no Henry Lee.
But you guys are the best thing about me.
Love, love.
Got to have something to keep us together.
Love, love.
That's ENOUGH for me.
:)
I still love you.
But when you love something so much, you gotta set it free and let it go.
So I'm gonna play that part
& let the happiness go.
Even if it kills me.
Once more.
I'm sorry.
Smile and hide the pain.
xx.
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Labels: Both Of You Were My World
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 10:31 PM
@ 10:31 PM
♥♥
Yesterday, I skipped school! :)
Damn you Pavitra and Kaylyn!
I misssssssed you guys so much and you said :
"The class was seriously more peaceful when you were gone"
Wth. I bet JASLINE missed me the most :D
Cause I missed her too ;)
SHOP! SHOP! SHOP!
Every clothing store had a MEGA SALE!
Like OMG!
Even though there was a SALE, but the price after the discounts, had no defference -.-
Spent a bomb there.
Mid Valley Megamall ;
There was this blogger convention thinge on people who sells online merchandise.
Damn, it was A-MA-ZZ-INGGG! ♥
Everything there was with an unbelievable price!
You can't find most of the things there in other stores!
The shoes!
The clothes!
The accessories!
The...EVERYTHING!
And it was even awesomer cause I went there with two gorgeous cousins I missed soooooo damn much!
Kak Nadia & Kak Syasya!
I ♥ YOU TWOOOOOOOOO!
After the Blogger Convention, we went round round Mid Valley.
From boutique store to another :)
Ahhhhhhh! I really regretted not getting that Roxy pencil box, notebook and that one-in-a-million WALLET!
Gosh.
My money was running out, so I thought I had a chance of getting it in One Utama.
But failed ):
Kaylyn Goh! :D Hahaha thank you so much for the call.
Sorry for the sick voice -_- was sneezing one whole night.
It was so tiring, but worth the sweat :)
I got new clothes for this coming RAYAAAA!
Then berbuka puasa as always.
Maklong cooked so many "lauk-pauk" and of course, the taste?
Her cooking can never be doubt of.
( p.s if my English is a lil' bit cincai, sorrry )
The next day.
One Utama ;
Can you imagine, 10.00 a.m and One Utama was almost full ==
This people really know how to shop.
Oh yeah Farha
For sahur, I had Laksa Johor in KL, ironic huh?
Searching for a baju kurung, here and there.
Looked everywhere.
From Parkson to another boutique.
In the end, we had to go to Jusco which was at the other wing.
I never knew One Utama WAS SO DAMN HUGE!
I love my baju kurung!
Wheeeeeee :)
Had to go back to Maklong's house.
& Had to go back home! :'(
The most saddest part. Haizz.
Guess what?
When I reached back home.
I slept for 2 hours -__-
Then I had a kenduri.
One tiring day today.
But who cares?
If you have amazing cousins with you, it ain't tiring anymore.
LAILY and AQILAH!!!
LAILY and AQILAH!!!
Missed you guys.
Two tiring days.
But two days with two gorgeous cousins from both sides.
And today.
I wanna remember this day again.
It was like, when YOU were there.
Time stood still for just the two of us :)
Hahaha but I ain't into you anymore.
Good to see you back though.
I know it's only the forth day of puasa, but I'm overly excited for RAYA already.
All my family members gathered.
Missing last year's one. Haih.
P.S Imma say this once and once only.
If I am to let you go, please don't force me in accepting you back.
I've had enough.
I'm already a 3left out wheel on the happy wagon.
So, yeah.
I'm not saying this to specifically one person or more.
I mean it generally to anyone.
Syaza, I LOVE You babe.
That post was seriously awesome.
It made me realize that we were precious to each other.
I'd rather cut myself into many pieces rather then loosing you as my soul sister.
You're amazing you know that?
Smile and hide the pain.
xx
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Labels: Controlling Is Over
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 8:45 AM
@ 8:45 AM
♥8/12/10♥
99% of teenagers say I love you, but only 1% mean it.
No more boyfriends, no more crushes, no more 'I like you's".... NO MORE LOVE!
Enough of all this nonsense, what are children doing nowadays with their lives.
LOL I sound like my mom when she's extra CRANKAYY!
But I'm done with this.
Currently, my main priorities are my family, my friends and of course my studies.
Boyfriends, shmoyfriends.
Too many mistakes. JUST OH-SO-MANY!
My mom said something that made sense about this Facebook crap.
She said " If you didn't have Facebook, none of this problems would occur. "
As always she was right.
But, as people say, you gotta have some freedom right?
I've spread my wings, have you?
Oh yeah before this skips my mind.
Selamat Berpuasa di Bulan Ramadhan :)
May this month filled your life with blessings and purify the un-purified :D
Going back to the topic, back to the top!
Life is too short to stress yourself with people who don't even deserve to be an issue in your life :)
Sigh, what to do about love?
Something uncontrollable, out of your hands. And just another eruptions to your hormones :)
Why can't I forget someone that easy? Me, you know.
OVERLY THINKING!
But who cares, even after what I just wrote.
P.S I like you Strawberry.
I like you a lot. not bad lah!
But those feelings will fade away, according to everyone.
I deserve better.
But right now, you're the best and the only exception.
I'd risk it all for you (:
Corny much, hahahah!
Live. Laugh. Love.
Dear God:
Please don't ruin her future.
I see one bright, amazing and a beautiful future for Her.
She's just one of the best things that has ever entered my life.
No matter how much we tell her this, she wouldn't listen.
Her ears are with her heart, and her heart is missing.
Return it back, please.
She might be different, but she's our equal.
Cause she's our soul-sister <3
And we love her oh-so-much.
Please, hear this prayer.
I'm here for you not to cry on, but to wipe away your tears.
One wish.
One wish in this world, what would I want?
I want a time machine.
Not to relive everything again. Then the pain would be twice the ouch.
Just to see those happy moments between me and everyone.
Cause I love rewinding my memories to my happy past.
Like they say, friendship isn't a label. It's a promise.
Smile and hide the pain.
xx.
Labels: Quotes are More then Just Quotes
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 7:28 AM
@ 7:28 AM
♥8/9/10♥
I might be blogging due to my erupting emotions.
But who gives a damn?
First of all, 9th of August.
That date? FML.
Who gives you the rights in commenting about my head scarf.
I mean it IS my fault, I said sorry with a low tone and I wasn't even staring at you in the eye.
So what, huh. Saying sorry isn't good enough for you then.
What am I supposed to beg on my knees for your forgiveness.
Before you go spreading to the whole staffroom, take a good look in the mirror would you.
Did you even wear yours PROPERLY!
No!
Well then, I have nothing much to say.
Just wondering how did you even get qualified to enter our school.
Pfffffffft.
And don't you go shooting your guns and blasting me with every babble that your mouth blurted out.
Accusing of such nonsense.
I have my standards and discipline.
I'm not there to show off like WHAT YOU SAID.
Forgetting about her.
Today was just BAD LUCK.
The only good part about it was that I went back home early :)
Grade 5 Piano Exams.
Great.
Screwed up in the examination room.
My hand were so sweaty before and after the exam!
It's just my luck.
Today, the WORST piano exam I had been through.
And my 2nd time going through this nonsense in school.
But I did had a special encounter.
Like in Nodame Cantabile;
Every musician has their special encounters along their journey of becoming succesful.
Well darling, you're one of it :)
And Cavyn Yap
And Cavyn Yap
Thanks for bugging me even though I felt like it was almost Nostradamus to my world.
Darling;
You're not the only exception cause there's only you to me.
Love is a strong word and only used when one develops strong feelings to another.
But I've been spending all time just thinking about you.
I think I'm falling for you.
Smile and hide the pain.
xx.
Labels: My Strawberry
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 6:58 AM
@ 6:58 AM
♥8/5/10♥
Bless this day.
Syukur Alhamdullillah I chant in my heart.
Praise the great Lord, I've never been any happier before in my life.
For He gave me this chance.
A chance where today was the day I felt as if I really connected with my papa.
Today was the first day that we've talked and joked in a very long time.
Most of the times when we talked, it either turned out to be an argument or just a memory that scratched my heart :\
And for once, he agreed with me :D
So this post is just a day I really wanna remember forever :)
Thank you.
Smile and hide the pain.
xx.
Labels: She Smiled In Her Heart
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@ 6:46 AM
@ 6:46 AM
Her soul sisters by her side :)