♥7/31/10♥
Dear God,
I would like to see my soul sister smile again.
Please turn off her tap so that she'll stop leaking.
I would like to hear her laugh again.
Please erase that memory although it's already permanent in her heart.
I would wanna see that cheerful face again.
Please don't carve a frown on her face.
Even though she might be different from me but to me, she's already like my blood.
No matter how rough things could get, always remember. It could get rougher.
Breathe.
And cry your heart out until you feel like you're too tired to even shed another tear.
You smile, I smile.
You cry, and I cry 2x worser.
( Words of wisdom from the great Justin Bieber )
P.S Sis, I think you know this already but me & eueu will always be there for you. We'll be your shoulder till death do us part.
Great job to the cast of the 'Pink Panties'!
According to Vanessa of course our group name! ;)
It might be a lil messy but it was worth the fun.
We had our laughs, our moments and our fights.
But all of that formed a spectacular performance.
Snow White - Seo Yiie Lyn
The Betch Queen - Tay Sze Yee
Gay Hunter - Tan Rui Lin
The King - Ho Gui Yan
Pampers Guy / Ah Gua - Vanessa Yeo
Dopey - Eunice
Mirror / Happy - Farha
Grumpy - Megan
Ah Lian - Vivian
Ah Being - Syaza Syafiqa
Narators - Yamaayah & Thina Devi
Narators - Yamaayah & Thina Devi
And last but not least, Sneezy? Yours truly :)
P.S I saw two people I would like to see again if God gives me the permission :)
Smile and hide the pain.
xx.
Labels: Return Her.
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 5:50 AM
@ 5:50 AM
♥7/23/10♥
I smile like the sun;
Whenever you're around.
I fall out of bed;
Whenever you're in my head.
I sing like a bird;
Whenever you're near.
I feel a dizzy in my head;
But my memories of you, never shed.
I dance like a fool;
Cause I'm just me when I'm with you.
I forget how to breathe;
Cause it's your presence, I feel.
I shine like gold;
And you make me shiver till' I'm cold.
I buzz like a bee;
Especially when you're with me.
P.s, I'm not in love or anything. This was just something random I created in class :)
Smile & Hide The Pain.
Labels: Smile And Hide The Pain
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 5:45 AM
@ 5:45 AM
♥7/18/10♥
This is nothing but a random post!
But I wanna dedicate this post to one awesome gal I've missed since last three years ):
She's the ever so gorgeous, ever so KPop freak!
My long looooooooooooooong best friend!
Atie :)
Gosh you know how much I smiled when I received your text!
And yes I missed you so damn friggin much! :)
Your a hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Korean fan!
Hahaha and I'm missing those plain awesome text messages and phone calls!
We might be far apart, but our friendship ;
A L I F E T I M E!
Hahaha I still remembered the day we met, it was oh-so Funnayyyy!
By GOD's plan, we ended up as best friends.
Thanks to that little girl as well, of course :)
And WOMAN!
You must come for this year's Reunion :D
If you don't, I know who are your parents ;)
Oh yeah, this was all happening when I was eating my Berries Ice Cream!
Yummy!
I got something sweet in my mouth
And someone awesome to text with :D
Chao!
Labels: A Phone Crisis
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 5:52 AM
@ 5:52 AM
♥7/17/10♥
Once upon a time ;
Well not really, more like a time when I was 11.
Standard 5 babayyy, the bestest time of my life.
I didn't know much people in my class, just the so called innocent girl who "does" her homework.
Had only 3 best friends that year ( yes I know I'm a boring person )
But I don't care.
At the time, my thinking capacity was very narrow. One word to describe it.
Chantel, Deziree, Xin Lin and me.
Recessing together everyday, talking in class, making the most noises all the time. :D
But later then, it was just me and Xin Lin =/
But anyways, our friendship survived and we had an awesome year :)
That was the year I went to my very first party
( I told you I was boring )
Chantel's birthday party.
THE BEST PARTY.
And my very first sleepover!
Sharinia's going away party.
THE BEST SLEEPOVER.
OhMyGosh, we swam like for so long and we slept like 3 a.m?
Haha.
That was also the day I had a sleepover with Lauren :)
Missed you so much till now :(
Well I love rewinding memories, like a film you know.
You would always rewind and stop at your happiest moment.
But what about my life now?
Screw it.
FML.
My happy moments?
1. I'm glad that I'm surrounded by so many crazay people of which I love in my class.
They can never fail making me smile :)
2. I met so many wonderful people in the year 2010.
( I even had my longest relationship, but screw that memory, lol. )
3. Hangouts here and there, those happy days.
4. Reuniting with my kindergarten friend, not really reuniting but this is the closest after kindergarten. P.s, Thank you so much Vivian :)
5. I met so many wonderful people, grew closer to them as well.
Well, after that list, nothing else.
Oh yeah, me and my bro saw the morning after dark as what we put it.
One beautiful scene.
And at the same night, I nearly had my last breath.
Syukur Alhamdullillah I survived.
Maybe it was a calling but it's not my time to go.
I've sinned but no devil.
I'm good but no angel.
And I finally saw Eclipse.
Team Jacob but always Team SCREW BELLA.
In love with Seth Seawater!
Hate Leah. Yeeeeesh.
I wish our brain was like a memory card, and our eyes : the camera.
Taking pictures of unforgettable moments.
And recording every breathtaking scenes or at least funny ones :)
And we can erase all those horrific memories or a bad past.
Because if my brain was a memory card, I'd erased yesterday for a life time.
But now it's stuck and life is screwed.
Sigh.
P.s : This year, the year of twenty-ten. 2010. Not the best. Turning 14? I wish I was 11 again. History is repeating and I'm tired of commotion happening, darling it ain't worth it.
Labels: Stop and Rewind
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 4:19 AM
@ 4:19 AM
♥7/10/10♥
It's been very long since I posted or blogged about something.
But I just wanna say this.
While my internet was well, let's just say my house had NO internet connection.
So no Facebook/MSN/Blogger for me for like 1 month+?
Anyways, at that time, I didn't know who was gossiping about who? Who was backstabbing who?
( Actually, even with my internet back on, I still don't know )
But I realized, if I didn't have all of this, life was simple.
I didn't HAVE TO KNOW.
But it's common to see this kind of things in Facebook or in Blogger.
Because well, I was and maybe still do that.
Hahahahahha. So I'm guessing I have no rights to blog about this anyways.
In short, my life could've been very simple if I had just listened to my brother and of course my parents.
P.S. If there are people who are thinking like me, if those things you see on Facebook or Blogger are bout you, ALWAYS keep this in mind : Forget about it and move on.
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 1:15 AM
@ 1:15 AM
Her soul sisters by her side :)