♥3/31/10♥
Am I invisible? Can't I be seen? Do you even love me?
I'm losing everyone I love
Including YOU TWO!
Do you realise?
That I annoy you just to get your attention
Do you realise?
I ALWAYS try to have a conversation with you
Do you realise?
No matter how many times I make jokes with you, you don't even smile
Do you realise?
I played that song so that you'll be proud of me
Do you realise?
No matter what I say or do, I'm not even counted in your life
Do you realise?
That WE knew you changed
Do you realise?
That I'm your blood
Do you realise?
You're no longer fun anymore
Do you realise?
Even if you're here, it makes NO difference
Do you realise?
That I have my rights to
Do you realise?
What I'm going through right now?
Do you realise?
I cried because of you
Do you realise?
What are your mistakes and dare you blame me?
Yes, you used to be THE EXACT OPPOSITE but now?? I don't wanna talk about it, Wasting my time crying and crying just for you. I realised that when you shouted at me I have my wrongs. But look at the OTHERS.
I've made mistakes in my life. I've been pampered, yes I realise that. But do YOU even realise that I've been trying so hard to make you proud of me. You rarely even congratulate me after every Piano Exam. You don't even call. I've gone rebellious once or twice JUST TO GET YOUR ATTENTION. Even HE has done worser things and you gave him 1000 chances! I got what not even one?! When I shower you with my complaints....you'll just stare at me with no words to say. You're so demanding! All I want is a taste of freedom to express. When I play something of my choice, YOU SHOUT!? Commenting on how I waste my time playing such stupid music. Do you even know how I feel? Or when I'm quietly listening to MY MUSIC you comment on the same thing. YOU THINK you know what I'm going through. But NO ONE can even imagine. I'm comfortable doing something, trying at my very best to suceed, but what you do? Talking and talking of how proud you are of HIM. You know it's okay, it's not that I have a heart or anything. -.-
Do you even know how proud I am to have such people like you in my life? Some are not even half as lucky! And when I appreciate of what you've done, you just ignore me like I'm wearing an invisible cloak. I'm done with this.We'll see what happens TOMORROW.
Sealing the cap of my pen
Byeee!
Hani
Labels: Applauding My Mistakes But Forgetting Yours
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
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Her soul sisters by her side :)