♥3/31/10♥
Am I invisible? Can't I be seen? Do you even love me?
I'm losing everyone I love
Including YOU TWO!
Do you realise?
That I annoy you just to get your attention
Do you realise?
I ALWAYS try to have a conversation with you
Do you realise?
No matter how many times I make jokes with you, you don't even smile
Do you realise?
I played that song so that you'll be proud of me
Do you realise?
No matter what I say or do, I'm not even counted in your life
Do you realise?
That WE knew you changed
Do you realise?
That I'm your blood
Do you realise?
You're no longer fun anymore
Do you realise?
Even if you're here, it makes NO difference
Do you realise?
That I have my rights to
Do you realise?
What I'm going through right now?
Do you realise?
I cried because of you
Do you realise?
What are your mistakes and dare you blame me?
Yes, you used to be THE EXACT OPPOSITE but now?? I don't wanna talk about it, Wasting my time crying and crying just for you. I realised that when you shouted at me I have my wrongs. But look at the OTHERS.
I've made mistakes in my life. I've been pampered, yes I realise that. But do YOU even realise that I've been trying so hard to make you proud of me. You rarely even congratulate me after every Piano Exam. You don't even call. I've gone rebellious once or twice JUST TO GET YOUR ATTENTION. Even HE has done worser things and you gave him 1000 chances! I got what not even one?! When I shower you with my complaints....you'll just stare at me with no words to say. You're so demanding! All I want is a taste of freedom to express. When I play something of my choice, YOU SHOUT!? Commenting on how I waste my time playing such stupid music. Do you even know how I feel? Or when I'm quietly listening to MY MUSIC you comment on the same thing. YOU THINK you know what I'm going through. But NO ONE can even imagine. I'm comfortable doing something, trying at my very best to suceed, but what you do? Talking and talking of how proud you are of HIM. You know it's okay, it's not that I have a heart or anything. -.-
Do you even know how proud I am to have such people like you in my life? Some are not even half as lucky! And when I appreciate of what you've done, you just ignore me like I'm wearing an invisible cloak. I'm done with this.We'll see what happens TOMORROW.
Sealing the cap of my pen
Byeee!
Hani
Labels: Applauding My Mistakes But Forgetting Yours
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 9:04 PM
@ 9:04 PM
♥3/21/10♥
I'm never sure about love
Cause Love is never Crystal Clear
<3
That's why I cycled in the rain
To wash away all my confused thought
Messed up feelings
But now all I get
Is just
Catching a fever and a scar on my knee
But the rush of adrenalin wooshed me to cycle
and It was just
A.W.E.S.O.M.E
Sealing the cap of my pen
Byeee!
Hani!
Labels: Things are never crystal clear
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 1:34 AM
@ 1:34 AM
♥3/20/10♥
A head full of thoughts
A soul full of confusion
But both filled with fear
I wish I knew right from the start, that I was dancing with the dark
But how am I to fear the dark?
If I don't wanna switch on the lights forever?
Cause when I'm in the dark
I'm with you
I'll lose my sight of you if I had on my torchlight
Sealing the cap of my pen
Byeee!
Hani
Labels: Everyone Warned Me
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 3:33 AM
@ 3:33 AM
♥3/16/10♥
Down with the FLU! T.T
Why must it be during the holidays?
~~~~~~~~~
Why must people be so sick at time?
Gosh man, in their head
DISGUSTING THOUGHTS?!
Man you people make me throw up
><
Labels: Hols are here and so is the flu
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 9:26 PM
@ 9:26 PM
♥3/13/10♥
Wow
Time flies so fast
Till I'm already 14?!
14th of March was knocking on my door
By the time I reached to open
I have turned one year older
Damn it! Soon I'm gonna have wrinkles -. -
I <3ed Janice Chua's message
Ahahahah!
It was so sweet and funny!
Thank you so much for wishing me since Friday
You know who you are
(:
Happy birthday To Hedir as well!
And to all those precious humans of God
Who were born on this blessful day
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
p.s All the best to Kai Wee for her swimming competition!
Vivian Lim!
What would I do without you?!?!
I <3 You So Much!
Yes it is my birthday
But you've done so much!
Seriously, STOP making me cry happy tears!!
I hope our friendship will strive till the very best
Kelly thank you so much for the Elmo ;)
Ouh My darling Vivian, loved the flower!
:D :D :D :D
When I was so young
I wanted to turn back time
To go back to my childhood past
But I was too immature to realize
That it will never happen
I wanted to rewrite everything that happened to me
What I could've done
What I could've prevent
But hey, thats growing up
We make mistakes to learn how to prevent em
Just like failing then studying my !@# off and PASS!
My main birthday wish is still the same
T.T
I wanna see
Lauren, One best friend I can never forget!! Missing you so much!
COME BACK FORM NEW ZEALAND!!
Lianne: The best Godsis I've gotten from IJC <3 <3 Sighh.......Oh shit! I haven't call you again -. -
Kak Afia: I wanna see you for soo long!! Come back from USA already!! T.T Both me and my bro wanna see you one last time! Kak Afia! That will be the greatest birthday present!
NOT the iPhone!
But if someone can grant me this wishes that will never come true
I swear!
I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER!
That's all for today!
Again Happy Birthday To Me!
Sealing the cap of my pen
Byeee
Hani!
Labels: I Getting Old
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 4:00 PM
@ 4:00 PM
♥3/9/10♥
T.T
I want things that are so hard to get!!!
1) A friend for Bluee Butt <3
2) A DOMO bag!!
3) Owl City Ocean Eyes!!!!
&&
Yes you're still the only suprise I want :)
Sealing the cap of my pen
Byeee
Hani!
Labels: 14th March I wait
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 12:12 AM
@ 12:12 AM
♥3/7/10♥
YES
I.Love.You
:D :D :D
But let's not bring up what happen on 5th again
(:
Happy Birthday Jonathan Koh <3
Now me waiting
for 14th March
:)
Let my blog die? N.E.V.E.R
Apparently my party mode is switched off, no mood!
Sealing the cap of my pen
Byeee!
Hani
Labels: Are We Meant To Be
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 12:23 AM
@ 12:23 AM
Her soul sisters by her side :)