♥12/1/09♥
Used to be one
Now separated into a million
Time can't be turn back
Friendship shattered like broken glasses
Those smiles were fake
Laughter's full of death
Memories of yesterday
Tears of sadness roll down my face
Yet realizing my doing is wrong
Sorry I say
But what will it mean?
Words that dagger my heart
All in a text
Shared with a loved one
But still haunts me inside
Kicked out from another's heart
But what about the others?
Dare I ask
Am I still a sister?
Please don't fake
I need to know
Still parts of my scrambled memory
I ache
As my heart is filled with blisters
Knowing, once I called you sisters
Those you dislike
Are now my friends
Those words flow out from me
I feel like I'm in pitty
Realized who are real and who are not
But blinded
Though a wall stands between us
Years of school are coming
Known to you as a "... ..."
But a schoolmate to me
Disappointing?
My classmate you will be
Deal with me if you must!
But not to me
Forgive and forget my motto I'll stand by it
You know as I've reminded you before
I seek no fight with you
My time has wasted enough
My cry is your laughter
Your happiness is my death
We both wished to be in separate worlds
Alas it is not to be fulfilled
You asked why
I answered back
Throwing a tantrum of my useless answer I guess?
Telling me every little details of your beautiful memories
A smile from East to West I carve on my face
Happy of your wonderful joy
The next day, we celebrate
Me sharing with you
And you won't show you're happiness
Thus I felt you were grey
Can't you be happy for me like I did for you?
That I question myself
But that was all in my past
You might think I'm a loser for losing all of you
But I am not
My ways have change
And now
I'm happy to the way I am now
=)
P.s Thanks For The Memories
P.p.s Those Moments Together Were Great Fun
P.p.p.s And Now I DOn't Give A Damn Shit About You
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 8:54 PM
@ 8:54 PM
Her soul sisters by her side :)