♥9/18/09♥
Wait
Here's the thing
I've fallen for too many guys lately
& now my heart has settle down
But, that guy has another in his heart
I know I shouldn't even give a damn about all this SHIT
But, what's the point of falling for a guy
That you know
He won't like you back
T.T
I want to be in love again
The thing I had with Jason wasn't really special
But it was the fact that I loved someone
& that someone
LOVED me too
Together on msn
Separated by a text message
Never even went out on a date
A really Boring relationship!
So what he was YOUNGER than me
Yes, I'm finally admitting this fact
Age is just a number
When Cupid strucks
Nothing Is In The Way Between you & The One you Love
A few months after the break up,
Met someone new
He..
He was different
When I met him,
He was nice to all of us and that's when I started to fall for him
But the secret got out and there's nothing else to do than to admit
When we hung out
Ignore me for the first few minutes
don't you dare deny it!
A little awkwardness
But then everything went back to normal!
Sad to say,
It didn't end there
At another gathering
You were making me look bad
don't think I don't know
that's why you didn't even reply me!
It was even harder to know that one of my bestest friend didn't even tell me when she saw me
Until I had to ask her about it
Quite in a hesitate to tell me
So I just play along
Hard enough to know that
I think of you as a friend and you think of me as what?
A freaking girl who HAD a crush on you!?
NO!
All of that were left behind
And now it's my past
If you wanna bitch about me after reading this
Please do!
Cause I just typed out the truth
And what you do?
I really wonder what!
P.s
I didn't move on too quick
It was the fact that he just started to came back into my life
& out again
This is my place to type down everything I went through
Please don't comment on it
Just because it had to do something about you
It's not that I hate you
These are the reasons why
P.S
I still have a little bit of feelings towards you
But now
Just faded grey
18/09/09
hani
Labels: Its The Truth Don't Deny It
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