♥9/30/09♥
I wan to look at your blog
And you won't even allow me
You think I'm scared of you
Cause you're bitching about me
You are actually scared of me
Tell is straight to my face
You're just liking me
Damn you're such a disgrace
Hey you bitch you better back off
Don't you dare separate us
Cause if you do..
You'll get your punishment first!
You said you hate her but it's a lie
It's so freaking obvious
You tell me you hate her one more time
And I'll go bye bye bye!
THIS POEM OF HATRED WAS DEDICATED TO MY SO CALLED BEST FRIEND!
I BET YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!
JUST ADMIT IT
AND PLEASE LAHH!
STOP PULLING A FAKE FACE ALRIGHT WHEN YOU SEE ME!
YOU KNOW I HATE YOU
I KNOW YOU HATE ME
SO I'M SPELLING OUT THOSE 3 WORDS WITH 8 LETTERS
I HATE YOU!
YOU THE BLACK HOLE THAT SUCKS EVERYTHING TO NOTHING
YOU DARE DO THAT TO OUR FRIENDSHIP
I'LL KICK YOUR ASS
UNTIL YOU CAN'T EVEN FEEL IT!
Labels: i DAMN HATE YOU
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 8:16 AM
@ 8:16 AM
♥9/29/09♥
Very BORRING lahh today.. What i mainly did was just homework at night and SMSed with Nicole, Reuben and Tay... I tell you ahh! This Tay! If she gets any blurrer I'll have to just hit her head =.= HAHA! OMG! Mabel is so damn cute siall! If she was a he, ADORABLE! but, I'd have to agree with Lianne, she is extremely cute in that way already xD HAHA!!! My brother, won't even let me watch cartoons, wanna watch WRESTLING mann! Anyways.... my life has never been boringer... just now, my mom was already lecturing me when I was SMSing with Nicole, then after I said that that was the last message, Reuben's message came in = = Therefore, more lectures... Haizzz... At least tomorrow it'll change my life.. I hope! What's even worst is that I wanna write new poems about life and all i end up is writing about love cause they are mainly elaborations of tittles and lyrics! Smart ehh???
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 7:22 AM
@ 7:22 AM
♥♥
Itu Happy Tree Friends Cool Tauu
They Are So Cute & Stupid Assholes Mann!
Love These Idiots!
Labels: Asholled Happy Tree Friends
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 2:51 AM
@ 2:51 AM
♥♥
Yesterday,
Broke Up With You
I Wasn't That Emo Like I Thought I Would Be When I Broke Up With Jason
I Believe In What You Say
We Are Not Meant For Each Other
Sad To Say...
That Wasn't Really A Painful Truth Though
Took It Well Same Goes To You
Didn't Even Shed A TEAR
Well Duhh!
I'm The One Who Broke Up Not You
But If You Were To Do The Same,
I'd Still Not Cry
Dunno Why?
We're Too Far Apart
By Age And By Distance
Therefore
I'll Promise Myself
To Stay Single
Until I Meet With My Mr. Right
But If I Could've Turn Back Time
I Really Didn't Want To Let You Go
2 Weeks Was More Than Enough For Me
But You Sound So Freakin Desperate
When You Said You Were
"So Called Waiting For Me"
You Got A New One
Haihhh
But Nevermind,
All Of That Were My Past
Looking Forward In The Future
Going Out For Sushi Tomorrow
And If Your Not Told Or Invited
Please Don't Self Invite
And I Wasn't The one Who Planned It
So Don't Go Out Asking Why You Didn't Tell Me About It
Or Invite Me
Todayy...
Embarassed At Class
=X
In Sejarah & Geography
o.o
Haha!
I Wouldn't Really Call It Embarassing Lahh
You Know Ahh
Didn't Know That
Got Someone Sitting In Front Of Me
*kai wee*
Was So LAMEE!!!
heheheh!
Called Chuck Bass & Kim Bum LEHH In Class
During Bm Time Summore
& Because Of Her & Joanna
I'm Addicted To That Raindrops Song Ade
T.T
THAT SONG'S FROM BARNEY?!
I Hate Barney Like Hell!
That Purple Dinosaur
=P
Love Happy Tree Friends You Know!
So Violent
& Then
So Disgusting My Godd!
Always Someone Diess At The End
& So Idiotic Lahh The Way They Die
Currently Uploading Pictures From Abang Shah's Wedding On Facebook
So Unfair
My Bro Uploaded Everything Ade!
Yealahh
I Was
Ahem Studying!
We Are Chatting When We Are Just Next To Each Other
o.o
He Searching For A Pen Pulakk
Oh Yeah
I Was Trying To Be Taller Than Abangah
Thenn!
When I Saw Eusuff!
OMG
I Felt SO Damn SHORT you Know!?
...
I Was Even Wearing My High Heels
<3
That's The End Of My Story For Today!
Labels: Whutt Exactly Happen
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 12:34 AM
@ 12:34 AM
♥9/26/09♥
Damn
Today has been the boringest day ever!
Supposedly to visit neighbour's house in ozana
To see the Persian Kittens
But the owner went out for work
-.-
What's even worser?!
I called you Ken 2 times and he didn't answer
Let's just say he was driving
= =
hehehe.....
SMSed with him for awhile
Even though it was just a few seconds
But I actually fell asleep while waiting for his text messages
Thank goodness the volume was loud enough
Or maybe I
"pasted"
the phone to my cheek so that I could hear
If it was in my pocket
I think I can't even feel the vribate
>. >
Was so bored
Slept all the way till I reach my Ujong Pasir house....
Alright
after dinner
WATCHED NIGAHIGAA!!!
<3 that dude mannn!
he's so damn funny!
He kept me awake
Chingstah was like the best episode ever!
House was also not bad but Sean was damn HOTTT!!!
Love The Melk Ninja
xD
Sean looks so damn gorgeously HOT in that movie
But Ryan looked HOTTER when he was in twilight!
SAW 12 & The Grudge ala~ NigaHiga
HILARIOUS!
now, abang fahmi just sent me a message
quite lame actually
=.=
no offence
=D
he was like
Heythere
...
xoxo
Labels: BoringLahhh
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 6:57 AM
@ 6:57 AM
♥♥
I Just Realised That You Have Always Been The Missing Piece
Of The Jigsaw Puzzle
In My HEART
Labels: Damn it I'm In Love
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 6:39 AM
@ 6:39 AM
♥♥
Kai Wayyyh!
I Wish You Were Here Damn It!!
It Was An Awesome Day!
It Could've Been Awesomer If You Were Here
You Kinda Can Choke Ezza You Know!
We All Missed You Babe!
But Nevermind!!
There Will Deffinitely More Hangouts!
Kalau Kamu Tak Datang Sleepover!
Saya Cekik Kamu Sampai Mati!
xD
Labels: Love You Kai Wee
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 12:45 AM
@ 12:45 AM
♥9/25/09♥
You're The Pillow That Protects Me From Any Hardness
You're The Softness That I Lay
You're Even Everything I Say
Yes 2 Days Is What We Have Been
Your Never Ending RAWRs Are Funny Enough For Me To Laugh
We're So Far Apart
But Closer Everyday
Boy We're Having A Real Good Time
& Its Forever & Always
You Take Me Away
You Show Me How To Fly
Yes, You'll Be In My Heart
I'm Spelling Out Those 3 Words With 8 Letters
I L O V E Y O U
There's Always A Place For You In This World In My Heart
Now I Know How I Feel About You Now
All I Wanted Was Somebody Who Cares
Your Malaysia's Sweet Heart That I Found!
My Lullaby In My Sleep
Don't You Dare Go Breaking My Heart
Just Another Dream, Dream, Dream!
I Think I'm Falling For You!
Yess I <3 Euu!
This poem was honestly dedicated to me special person!
Wanted to show you that these past few days have been awesome for me
To prrove that i love you
Yes I do!
Even if we never last!
You're still gonna be there in my heart!
25/09/09
Labels: My Sweetest Addiction
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 8:41 AM
@ 8:41 AM
♥♥
Right Now
I am with people
and the one beside me
is burping the ABCs I guess
Ai Jie's currently sitting on the floor
Tay is SMSing with her guy ^^
But
Wait
She doesn't have a crush also
==
Ezza's playing with my bracelet
maybe playing or maybe just spinning it round and round
Esther
The innocent
and the most MATUREST!
is sitting down
on the chair that Hexa's love sleeping on
-.-
She doesn't know
Though she is behind me when I'm typing this
Seo's reading everything I type
& saying she's predicting the FUTURE!!!
She's choking me...
Watched nigahiga Chingstah!
Alright!
But before that
Watch something damnn hilarious!
But it was also
By
NIGAHIGA!
He's so damnn funny and bloody hell cute!
No offense ;)
But I Still <3 You Lahh!
Then when everybody came
Had our lunch
Kesian Ai Jie...!
Belum Makan Punnn....
==
But Esther, Seo, & Tay
Ate ade
But thank goodness Ezza was hungry like mad 2!
Seo made one piece of lemang
FLY!?
To Ezza..
In between there was
SMSing with you
<33
Lets just say they "didn't" read the message
SORRY!
Esther & Ai Jie
Just watched as they helplessly
Acted idiotic
Seo and her "SOUNDPROOF" tissue??
hahahah!
xD
Ezza & Tay can't even open the cookie jar
-.-
I can't even tahan from laughing
After that...
Seo
Uhemm
I mean CinaMaiFong & Muthusamy
Had a REMATCHH!
Apparently this Muthusamy keep on
Time Out
This CinaMaiFong pun
Haizzz
Esther was like
Imagine if that was and her husband
xP
OMG!
BADDD!!!
Felt Bored after that
So then AiJie and Esther went to see their
Uhemmmm
"Friend"
So they walked first
While we were downstairs
Seo, Tay & Ezza
Had a nice time drinking apple juice..!
Tak ajak pun tauu!
Tak baik lahh...
X(
hahass!
Since Esther & AiJie walked first
We took lots of pics outside my house!
Tapi ini Ezza ahh!
Balik AWAL!
KENAPA???!
Saya pun tak tahu..
hahaha!
After Ezza had
LEFT US STRANDED!
joking larr ezza...
xD
Seo wanted to take pictures of us jumping
But none of us were
Urm, So Called PROFESSIONEL~
Photographerss!
So either the picture
Was snapped before we jumped
Or when our feet touched the ground..
But one of the pictures
MY FEET WAS IN THE AIR?!
suprisingly...
Walked to the Pertam Jaya playground
Let's just say we took our time to take those pictures
& uhrmmm
Esther SMSed me
& we were busy exchanging shoes
We reached there
AiJie & Esther's
"Friend"
Went back cause we were really slow
I got lost cause I have a REALLY BAD MEMORY
Arivved
Both of them were just about to walk back to my house
But we decided
What The Heck???
Let's just play at the playground
Played for awhile & even took awesome pictures!
Esther walked back to her grandmother's house
Who knew
SO FREAKIN NEAR!????
We can visit each other more often ehh Esther??
X)
Then we temankan AiJie walk to her grandmother's house
I thought it would be very far
Cause I didn't know about the shortcut
SORRY AIJIE!
=.=
Then, we had a LONG way back home
All the way
Tay & Seo
Were talking about the marvelous apple juice
& the pineapple juice
Took tons of pictures on the way back home 2
Saw many cute DOGSS!!!
AHHH!
damn adorable u noe!
But right before sending AiJie back home
We've encountered
A HOTTIE with a guitar
HOOT HOOT!
Who knew guys who play guitar are damn hot
Especially chinese~
Arrived home..
Tay again can't open the cookie far
==
I had to open it
HEHE!
Geniusss!
SS~
So we had like our "tea time"
All of us starving & friggin thirsty
Seo & Tay had the magnificent apple juice
While again
I didn't get to drink
=((
HAHA!
nvm larrr
I drank my fav pineapple juice!
Tay went back and her bro was in the car
>. >
Seo had the
Unicorn Rendang!
Oh yeah,
When Tay was still there
Seo wanted to grab a little piece of heaven by eating chicken
So as she was about to grab it,
My bro enetered the house with his friend
She ran into the chicken
Me & Tay, I tell you...
Could'nt stop laughing like hell!
I'm guessing that Seo didn't hear my bro saying
You guys eat summore lahh
Told Seo
& Guess what?
The chicken was
STUFFED INSIDE HER MOUTH!!!
Lagilahh I & Tay Laughed Out Loud even more
LOL!
The oil from the rendang was dripping downwards her mouth
I had to wipe it
Biasee, the mothering unit...
<3
Tay wen't back
*typed ade*
So seo & I had our dinner
Since it was already 7
So there's no harm donee
She went back
Felt so quiet now in my house
Currently uploading the pics on facebook
Slow damn it!
~~~
I still can't help smiling =) if you text me anything
& yes i still love using TEXT not SMS
You had to tell me didn't you even when you called me
-.-
i<3euu!
25/09/09
Labels: The Awesomest Day
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 5:46 AM
@ 5:46 AM
♥9/24/09♥
A Grief Feeling
Sadness is a present
From the DEMON itself
But sadness is a friend
That can be found
Who knew the world would be filled with PAIN
And HAPPINESS in the graves
Being lonely in thrilling!
And killing,
FILLS YOUR SOUL!
24/09/09
Labels: For The EMOes
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 7:10 AM
@ 7:10 AM
♥♥
You're The Reason Why I Smile In My Dreams
Sometimes, You're Even The Smile On My Face
Yes, We Are Far Apart
But That's Just A Small Factor To Me
Knowing The Fact That You've Admitted
Made Me Feel Good When I Hurt So Bad
You Got Me All Love Drunk You Know That?
I Don't Reply You, You'd Call Up
Your Voice Is The Soundtrack Of My Heart
Your My Little Piece Of Heaven That I Grabbed
I Love You Alot!
And Thanks To You
I Get Butterflies In My Tummy Just Thinking About You
24/09/09
Labels: My Smile Is You
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 12:14 AM
@ 12:14 AM
♥9/18/09♥
Wait
Here's the thing
I've fallen for too many guys lately
& now my heart has settle down
But, that guy has another in his heart
I know I shouldn't even give a damn about all this SHIT
But, what's the point of falling for a guy
That you know
He won't like you back
T.T
I want to be in love again
The thing I had with Jason wasn't really special
But it was the fact that I loved someone
& that someone
LOVED me too
Together on msn
Separated by a text message
Never even went out on a date
A really Boring relationship!
So what he was YOUNGER than me
Yes, I'm finally admitting this fact
Age is just a number
When Cupid strucks
Nothing Is In The Way Between you & The One you Love
A few months after the break up,
Met someone new
He..
He was different
When I met him,
He was nice to all of us and that's when I started to fall for him
But the secret got out and there's nothing else to do than to admit
When we hung out
Ignore me for the first few minutes
don't you dare deny it!
A little awkwardness
But then everything went back to normal!
Sad to say,
It didn't end there
At another gathering
You were making me look bad
don't think I don't know
that's why you didn't even reply me!
It was even harder to know that one of my bestest friend didn't even tell me when she saw me
Until I had to ask her about it
Quite in a hesitate to tell me
So I just play along
Hard enough to know that
I think of you as a friend and you think of me as what?
A freaking girl who HAD a crush on you!?
NO!
All of that were left behind
And now it's my past
If you wanna bitch about me after reading this
Please do!
Cause I just typed out the truth
And what you do?
I really wonder what!
P.s
I didn't move on too quick
It was the fact that he just started to came back into my life
& out again
This is my place to type down everything I went through
Please don't comment on it
Just because it had to do something about you
It's not that I hate you
These are the reasons why
P.S
I still have a little bit of feelings towards you
But now
Just faded grey
18/09/09
hani
Labels: Its The Truth Don't Deny It
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 6:59 AM
@ 6:59 AM
♥9/11/09♥
Haha!
Had An Awesome Day With My Babes!
Took Many Pics~
HIDING! ^^
At DP!!^^
-the end-
11/09/09
♥cause your smile is brighter than the sun :)
@ 5:10 AM
@ 5:10 AM
Her soul sisters by her side :)